It's Not The End..

life is like a circle, there will always be ups and downs. sometimes we are on top of the world and as human nature itself, tends to forget who we are. but as we stumble and came crashing down, we became sober and just keep contemplating what and where we done wrong or worse, blaming other people for our own mistakes. its easily to point fingers rather than just take the blame, think back where we did wrong and just move on. i had my fair share of failures in the past. things gone wrong, sometimes its not good to trust someone so much even if the person is so close to you, they might hurt you and worse, you'll never know where to turn. times like this, we will always be alone..

i'll catch you when you fall..

Reality Bites......

sorry for the lack of post. not because of lack of ideas but been too occupied with other more important things in hand. i just have to juggle everything in one go, no questions asked. well, reality of life. things aren't always be the way we wanted. sometimes, we just have to settle with whatever we have and in the same time hope for the miracles to happen, who knows...

watch for the updates.....

Feast Of Sacrifice.....

Welcome to a month of December. it's the last month of the year 2008 and soon enough 2009 will open its door. yesterday, we organized Doa Selamat at home, a thanksgiving prayer for our family plus to celebrate Aidil Adha which falls yesterday. i also had a chance to fulfill my wish to do the qurban yesterday morning. something that i've been hoping to do for so long. Alhamdulillah, even there were some hiccups earlier but everything was fine in the end. there are few lessons to learn from the experience, but let it be for myself to keep. As long as we are sincere with whatever we do, things will work out just fine, Insya Allah...

Praise to the ONE.....

There's No Place Like Home.....

Welcome to the month of November. i haven't had a chance to update anything here. been busy commuting back and forth from bsb to the oil town. last week was not really a good week for me. FYI, i was asked to transfer to Seria without giving any options if i wanna go or not and we were just informed 2 days before, how convenient is that? aih,i miss the old times...

If only...

Where's My Raya Fever..?

it's less than a week to Raya and i just can't seem to find my usual "Raya fever" like what i used to have past few years. i don't know, maybe it's because of the workloads that i have to endure (not that i didn't like it) or maybe also because of the age factor. i haven't bought anything yet, and that do worries me. maybe i have to listens to more Raya songs to get me the 'fever' that i'm looking for..:)

Happy Bday NiNe.....

A big Thank You's for all the birthday wishes that's be showering me since the early tuesday morning. i had never expect that i'll get a lot this year, since i've been missing in actions for almost a year but this is one thing that i will always remember. like a friend once said, everybody is a somebody to someone...

Say hello to the sunny days.....

August It Is...

welcome to the month of August. well, it's already 12th of Aug which in other words, i haven't update or post anything for the last 12 days. FYI, i've just recovered from fever which lasted for 2 weeks. Alhamdullilah, i'm getting better, just left the cough which made me experienced sleepless nights for days now. i just hope i get better soon. Insya Allah...


To be or not to be.....

The 2nd Quarter...

welcome to month of July. in my line of work, usually they called it a 2nd quarter. they will be a lot more work to be done plus targets that needs to be achieve. i don't really have anything to blog at the moment, felt very tired lately and lack of sleep. there's a lot of things in my mind at the moment, just can't find a word to express it. maybe soon...

Catch My Breath....

i'm back! after a week long packed-till-i-can't-breathe schedule, it's finally over. i know i'm gonna miss those excitement i've experienced last week, but at least now i had a chance to have a little rest, relax and unwind...

p.s. there would be a photo blog for the time being, since i've been taking some pictures for some of the events i've attended last week. but i try my best to blog again as usual, probably in few days time...

It Only Came Once.....

sorry for my lack of post plus my 'disappearance' recently. i miss going for handball like what i always did plus other stuff too. truth is, i've been extremely busy. believe it or not, but it's true. so many things has happen for the last two weeks. Alhamdulillah, i was promoted to replace my previous TL aka my mentor who was also promoted and assigned to work at other department. honestly, it was unexpected. never occur in my mind to be chosen. maybe we could mix it with hard work plus a dose of luck, i guess. it's a good opportunity, so i just grab this chance cos i know it will never came twice. so to make things smooth, i have to learned a lot of things and as till now, there are still a lot that needs to be done. i mean, a LOT, really and i know it would take me some time to really settle in this environment plus the changes that occurs around me. the only thing i could do right now is to take things slowly, one day at a time. well, everyday in our life is a learning process, rite..?

Hectic Days Of The Week.....

it's been a week since i post something here. i know, it was unusual of me to do that but life's been pretty hectic lately. with roadshows and other stuff, really makes me occupied for the whole week. even last night, we were attending Team building dinner just for our dept. it was fun, but too bad people left early so i didn't really get a chance to dance till the end, sigh. i try to update my blog as often as i can next time. there's so many things to say but just couldn't find a word to express it.....

She's Ain't Heavy.....

lately i've been gaining weight. yes, I DO! anyone who saw me will keep saying the same thing. i know, it's not like me but honestly that's just one minor thing that i have to focus on at the moment. like what i used to say to anyone who asked, i'm just having a good life so might just enjoy it while i can. i really have less time to exercise lately, with work and other stuff that's been occupying my always busy schedule ;) Insya Allah, i will try to get back to my usual form soon.....but it won't be that soon :p

A Menace To Society.....

In my usual busy morning, i got a surprise call from a friend of mine. she was crying and told me somebody posted her phone number in the internet saying she offer a 'good service' for anyone who called. how irresponsible and shameful it was for who ever involved. i asked her to get all the necessary evidence and make a report to the authority, better to bring whoever responsible to justice.

what's wrong with our people these days? sigh...

Being Grateful.....

always be grateful for whatever chances that was given to us. sometimes, it was never comes easy. some people, wasted their chance for something that's not worth holding on. we have to get the facts right not just simply by relying from our emotions, one bad mistake could cost us a lifetime of misery and disappointments. sometimes we thought we knew it all but if we just realise how wrong we could be.....


change for something better, not worse...

Resurfaced.....

sorry for the lack of posts. i've been busy with stuff and mostly my workloads. plus i've just came back from a trip to kk with my 2 sisters last week. i took a few days off from work and just try to enjoy a little time away from everything. i know i ever said to someone that i won't disappear again but i think i couldn't hold on to the promise just yet. some things haven't settle, sorry for that but i try my best to rearrange everything and try to be back again. there's a lot of things that i want to post here but still trying to find a word to express it. maybe in a few days time i could find something that will inspire me.....

finding a word to say....

April's Fools......

welcome to the month of April. there will be a lot of birthday celebrants this month plus anniversaries. how fast time flies, a lot of things has change in just a short period of time. i'm still adapting to the new changes but i just take things slowly, a day at a time...

Missing in action.....

sorry for the lack of post. i've been so very busy for the last few weeks, all work and no play makes me felt so stress out. i don't even go online for weeks now, which made a lot of people wonder and keep asking me where have i been for the last few weeks. some even text me and asked me if i was going somewhere or if everything was okay. i am okay btw, it's just with a lot of things that needs to be taken care of just took away those leisure moments that i used to have before.lucky i don't have to work this weekend, so at least i could have a bit of time to relax and unwind...

taking it a day at a time....

A Comeback Season.....

welcome to the month of March, the third month in the calendar. a lot of things has happen last month and i do hope things would go well also this month and months ahead. sorry for the lack of post, just need a little space on my own plus i'm short of ideas what to post. last week was also one of my busiest week. even my siblings ask me how come they didn't see me online for a long time, never thought anyone would notice though :)

today, SCB participate in a netball tourney organised by HSBC. we came third place in team B, not bad for us who didn't really have a lot of time to practice. B-Mobile team won the game, followed by Runner-up BIBD and HSBC, the current favorite. it was an unexpected win but i think B-Mobile team deserved it. i met a lot of my friends there, fellow players. it made me miss those 'netball session at MOD' that i left behind months ago.maybe for some people they won't understand what i'm talking about here cos there's only a few who knew about it. maybe it's time for a comeback, it's been a while since but now i felt like i'm ready to face everything again.....

Say to me something silly...

This week is a start of the busiest time in my calendar. everything is in full force now, with a lot of tasks that needs to be done, plus with all my sports activities. we are invited to join HSBC's Netball Tournament which is on 2nd March so we've been training hard since plus there's also handball, it's was tiring but i had a lot of fun. at least it gave me a distraction from a lot of things that's been going on lately. also last night, i had a chance to gather with my 3 sisters and we had lot to talk about plus making jokes on those silly things. it's been a while since we had a chance to see each other, kinda miss it sometimes. oh yea, for lover's out there Happy Valentine's Day. i never celebrate it though just felt like wishing it that's all haha..

Those little things that matters.....

Walking Wounded

it had been an unusual week for me. a lot has happen and i was feeling drained emotionally. not having a usual good night sleep, i kept waking up in the middle of the night and it could lead me to think of something unnecessary. lucky i have sport activities to fill up my day plus handball resume training again starts yesterday. it was a nice game but unfortunately i hurt my right arm again, it was so painful i can't hardly lift it up since last night. even this morning, i could only use my left arm to drive to work. i just hope it gets better tomorrow. well, at this moment in time, it felt more better to endure the physical pain that the heartache......

it hurt me as much as it hurts u...