Can't Fight The Moonlight......

how do you get back and pick up the pieces that you left way back? something that you thought could never be given back to you or you'll never imagine finding it again after a long long time? maybe it's hard to understand what i'm talking about at the moment, even myself still in a process of examining those details everyday. there's a lot of changes happened in my life lately. something unexpected but good. things just fell at the right places and i think at a right time. but why did i still have an urge to fight everything and just pretend it was something superficial?

well, there's a lot of things that were at stake. simply said, maybe everything. tell me i worried too much but yea,i do. sometimes i ask myself, is all this worth the risk, if things are not going well in the end but then at this point, it doesn't seem to matter anymore. i don't wanna fight it, i'm tired of running. run from the fact that its what i want but choose to be ignorant so it won't hurt my pride. it's what i always do. but this time, i just couldn't afford to run anymore.i can't fight the moonlight.....