A cloudy day...

my condolence goes out to my bro in law, jimmy on the demise of her beloved sister last tuesday night. it came as a shock for us and the relatives as well, even i was speechless when i got the news. my sister was deeply sadden by the loss since they were quite close. there will be tahlil again tonight after maghrib prayer. my thoughts and prayer goes out to the family. AL-FATIHAH..

unpredictable happens.....

life are unpredictable. no matter how well we planned, sometimes there would be something that can change the course of our direction. like a friend once said, expect the unexpected. good or bad it is, we really have to be prepared for any outcome or events that could or will happen...

Happy National Day

Happy 24th National Day for all Bruneians. this year's theme is Tunas Bangsa. i'm not really that patriotic, but i'm proud to be a Bruneian :)

Truth hurts.....

'The truth is painful. deep down nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home. sometimes we tell the truth because its all we have to give. sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to really hear it for ourselves and sometimes we tell them because we owe them, at least that much..' - Meredith Grey

Losing it...

i haven't post anything in days. lack of inspiration i guess or maybe there's just too many things happen last week that i just can't comprehend or put it in words. will try to post something soon..

Happy Lover's Day.....

"The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart." - Helen Keller

Say to me something silly...

This week is a start of the busiest time in my calendar. everything is in full force now, with a lot of tasks that needs to be done, plus with all my sports activities. we are invited to join HSBC's Netball Tournament which is on 2nd March so we've been training hard since plus there's also handball, it's was tiring but i had a lot of fun. at least it gave me a distraction from a lot of things that's been going on lately. also last night, i had a chance to gather with my 3 sisters and we had lot to talk about plus making jokes on those silly things. it's been a while since we had a chance to see each other, kinda miss it sometimes. oh yea, for lover's out there Happy Valentine's Day. i never celebrate it though just felt like wishing it that's all haha..

Those little things that matters.....

Foolish...

just when you thought you knew everything about a person, in some point or another something will happen just to prove that there are things that our eyes can't see, or we just left behind. people make choices everyday, either good or bad its up to them to decide. one foolish mistake could cause us years of regret. well, its up to us to think what's best as long as we are not solely blinded for something superficial, something fake...

the ball is in your court......

Walking Wounded

it had been an unusual week for me. a lot has happen and i was feeling drained emotionally. not having a usual good night sleep, i kept waking up in the middle of the night and it could lead me to think of something unnecessary. lucky i have sport activities to fill up my day plus handball resume training again starts yesterday. it was a nice game but unfortunately i hurt my right arm again, it was so painful i can't hardly lift it up since last night. even this morning, i could only use my left arm to drive to work. i just hope it gets better tomorrow. well, at this moment in time, it felt more better to endure the physical pain that the heartache......

it hurt me as much as it hurts u...

Native state...

" What if man lingered on how things would then fail to move us. The finest thing in life is its uncertainty..." - Kenko

An imperfect tale...

life doesn't made out of fantasy. it doesn't made out of those characters in movies that sometimes we wish to a part of. that's just not how it worked. in real life, a lot of sacrifices need to be made, hurdles need to face plus at times we have to defy all kinds of prejudices in all types of forms. no matter how hard we try to be the person others wish for, sometimes we just have to accept the fact that we can only be who we are and not what they want us to become. sigh, the reality of life.....

shed a light.....

At the wrong side...

i woke up at the wrong side of the bed again today. i'm moody for the whole morning and i've been facing a lot of setbacks from a lot of different things. its too much that i can handle, i better get home early, maybe take a nap for a while. i just hope the feeling will gone soon..

February

welcome to february. the shortest and one of my favorite month of the calendar. hoping more good things to come my way :)