I Miss You..

life is unpredictable, you'll never know what will happen tomorrow or the next day except The ONE. the only thing that we could do is just pray, good things will come our way. today we celebrate Eid Adha or feast of sacrifice, and another 2 more days month of December will came knocking. how fast time flies..

a lot of things has happen for the last 11 months. the saddest is when my beloved grandma passed away last July. her sudden demise really tear me apart. i feel lost, can't find the rythm of my heart and it sometimes takes a toll in my relationship with the people i love and care most. i felt insecure. it would take me a great amount of time to recover. but i do let go, i know Allah loves her more. things happen for a reason, thats what people say..

Al-Fatihah...

Hiatus..

It's been a long time, well 8 months that is that i haven't post anything here. i'll be back again soon..

Play The Russian Roulette.....

sometimes, for some people life is like a casino. as the usual human nature, people likes to gamble on everything. maybe in search for a better life, or maybe, just by simply wanting or the fun of experiencing something without even having the slightest idea that one bad move or costly mistake would make them lose it all. maybe what i said doesn't really make sense, but if you look at the present, you will understand. some even gamble in their perfectly good life in return of something better but turns out it was never as it seems. maybe for the people, what drives them to go that far is the fun and the risky part. but what happen when we lose it all on the table? the future would seem uncertain, we only have ourselves to blame in the end.....

Happy Birthday Mama...

Happy Birthday to my mum which falls yesterday (16 Jan). we had a surprise birthday dinner last night to celebrate her birthday, and from that looks on her face she was so overwhelmed cos as far as we know, this is the first time we organize a surprise dinner for her. Happy birthday mum, may you have a healthy life and be bless always. we love you..:)

A Happy 2009...

Happy New Year 2009 for everyone, my family and friends. hope it will be a great year for all of us :)

Reality Bites......

sorry for the lack of post. not because of lack of ideas but been too occupied with other more important things in hand. i just have to juggle everything in one go, no questions asked. well, reality of life. things aren't always be the way we wanted. sometimes, we just have to settle with whatever we have and in the same time hope for the miracles to happen, who knows...

watch for the updates.....

True Blue...

"We forfeit three-fourths of ourselves in order to be like other people" -
Arthur Schopenhauer


Be yourself...