Play The Russian Roulette.....

sometimes, for some people life is like a casino. as the usual human nature, people likes to gamble on everything. maybe in search for a better life, or maybe, just by simply wanting or the fun of experiencing something without even having the slightest idea that one bad move or costly mistake would make them lose it all. maybe what i said doesn't really make sense, but if you look at the present, you will understand. some even gamble in their perfectly good life in return of something better but turns out it was never as it seems. maybe for the people, what drives them to go that far is the fun and the risky part. but what happen when we lose it all on the table? the future would seem uncertain, we only have ourselves to blame in the end.....

The Vital One...

Sometimes, when the time comes, we have to make choices. choices that determine the next course of our future. choices that we made usually doesn't really meant to please anyone but ourselves. maybe it sounds selfish, but tell me how many times did we succeeded in life by making choices on the benefits of others? you decide...

hoping for miracle.....

Rainy Days...

life is unpredictable, the minute we felt comfortable and just felt like we want to put our feet on the ground, somethings will happen to change it. nothing is for sure anymore. like what i used to say, fate always has a way to intervene in human best laid plans. this things is inevitable, something that we could never prevent. the only thing that we could do is have faith. changes are not always bad, sometimes it helps us to see the the other side of life that we refuse to see. it could also be a wake up call for us. some things happen for a reason, that i agree. we just hope and pray, good things will come for us. if we only just believe...

Tawakkal...

Finding Reasons Part II...

I believe in fate. fate could bring any two or more people joined together in a way that we could never imagine. we could never thought it could happen to us but suddenly, out of nowhere it did, laid just in front of us. there's always a reason behind all this, a reason that only up to us to search for the truth, and nobody else will.....

Its all about you and me...

Thankful To The One.....

i believe in second chances. i believe, if we failed and the door closing in on us and just when we thought life is over, there's an open door awaiting for us somewhere, usually at the unexpected places. life won't always be smooth sailing, we'll face a numerous rough seas and big waves ahead of us but that's what life is all about, like a roller coaster. it doesn't matter if we failed the first time, the good thing is we could learn from the mistakes and make ourselves a better person...


Happy Birthday.....

In Our Hands....

life is about making choices. sometimes, some people even try to make the decisions for us, which quite frankly i don't enjoy. whatever decisions that we make, let it be big or small, its up to us to decide, cos at the end of the day, we are the ones who have to live with watever choices we make.....

We are who we are.....

Selfish Is A Word..

what will we do for someone we love,or cared so much for? not just in good times, but in bad times too? do anyone of us are willing to sacrifice what we have or just a little bit of our time for them? some people are willing to go all the way just for their beloved, but for some, sacrificing was never in the dictionary. it has to be 'me' 1st then its 'you', true is it? i've seen all this in the reality. i can't never see myself as the 'me' type of person, frankly speaking. i could never be that selfish, just to leave things as where they were then pretend nothing has happened.unless there's a reason to do so, then maybe i might take those step. hmm..how does it feel like being so self-centred..?

All The Small Things.....

yesterday, after having lunch with a friend of mine somewhere in sengkurong, i dropped by at one of the dept store across it to buy something before i went back to the office. as i was paying my stuff at the counter, i can't help but to notice an elderly couple walking past me, the husband was holding her hand and asking her to sit at the bench outside the shop. maybe the wife felt tired or unwell cos from the expression on his face he was really worried. i could hear workers at the store whispering to each other saying how sweet it was and it was very rare to see something like it nowdays and i couldn't help but to smile and agreed with them. a love was built to last. it does not judge, nor hate but to care and to accept someone for who they are. in reality, we were so busy to caught a bigger things in life yet we tend to forget those smaller things yet meaningful. we forgot to share and be happy with the people that we loved most.....

When a door close.....

things happen for a reason. just when we thought our life is over, when actually it's just the beginning for something new.....

another door opens......

If Only It Stays.....

these days, nothing seems certain anymore. when we thought it will stays the same, at the end it will lead to frustation. what makes it worse it that we can't do anything about it. oh well, i just try to live each day as it is. hoping more good things will come my way.....

Where The Heart Is.....

"i take the risk to love you, to be with you in any way i could be. i can't promise the future, i could only give you now. if only life was fair, at least we don't have to choose..."

tears ran down her cheek, if only she could froze the time so this moment won't pass her by. making a right choice is the hardest anyone could do but sometimes, it's worth to follow what your heart tells you to do.....

Felt Like Yesterday.....

there were times when it felt like the clock just stop ticking and all things just stand still, unmoved. and how suddenly memories reappears, one by one without us asking for it.....

Love's Not There Anymore.....

when a relationship ended, both parties should have the last say on everything. sometimes, some of them would even consider giving it another try. unless there's options left and if it's not then maybe it's time to say goodbye. but for some, letting go was never an option. they are willing to go an extra mile to save their relationship rather than to just say goodbye. some even willing to endure a great deal of physical pain thus it could make them emotionally unstable. i know, some things are not as easy as it seems. there's more to it than what meets the eye. i know it's hard to let go, cos i've been there myself. it was never easy to say 'its over'. life was never being fair. when they stop loving us and it was so hard to bear, maybe its good to just pack up and leave....

Six Degrees.....

did it ever occur to us how small the world can be? or how connected we are from each other even when they live far away from us? or how long has it been since we ever saw them? anyone is connected to someone, in some way or another. either its their long lost relatives, an old friend or foes, an ex-lover or a so-called 'crush', colleagues or team mates or whatever it is, there's a connection in there thru anyone of us. when we dig deep or even just by saying one word or a name, the chances or possibility of them being known are high. well, of course there were times when the chances are rare but in the end there would be something else that could connect them to anyone of us. it happens, and i don't think it only happened to me. everyone have their own six degrees somehow.....

the stakes are high.....

Nothing But The Ordinary......

people always want something they can't have. some even go to the extreme just to get it without thinking of the consequences but little did people realise is how they often took things for granted after their wishes are fulfilled. maybe for some, the idea of those things stays forever cemented in their mind. their loved ones will always be there even how cruel they might be. people often crave for those finer things in life without making any effort to appreciate what's in front of them while they could. some people are selfish, aren't they..?

My Pride Is All I Have.....

Ego - "An inflated feeling of pride in your superiority to others"

Ego. it's not that hard to define this word cos i know everyone have their own. High or low it is depends on how we manage it. Some people keep their ego high so that no one would ever mess with it, or maybe we could called that an arrogance or maybe a personal pride. Most people would do anything to protect it and willing to stand up for it but deep down, little that we knew that’s just one way not to show how fragile they were inside. sometimes we could see those facts especially when their ego was bruised. Correct me if I’m wrong but based on what I saw and experienced myself, this facts are true. a person with an ego usually keep blaming everybody than themselves, even if it's clearly stated that everything was entirely their fault. maybe it's not my place to judge cos i even have my own but sometimes when you meet those people with that kind of egocentric style you just can't help but wonder...

Finding joy...

every people deserved a chance to find happiness in their own ways. in whatever form it may be, it's up to them to decide but let it be something good and useful. mind you, nobody can stay in grief and sorrow as long as they live. we need to put a smile in our face or laugh as hard as we could. find a reason, get a chance and just enjoy life while we still can :)


Happiness at the least expected places...

A passing thought...

sometimes, when you thought you're getting over something and partly trying to let go, there will be things that make you stop and realize, it was something worth holding on to...

Wishful Thinking.....

Love is such a beautiful thing. We see it everyday in everywhere we go. I know sometimes, life can be bad, messed up and some people can felt unjustified by it. But deep down, how cynical a human can be, at the end they could give in to the temptation of wanting to be in love, or wishing to be in one. It gave you a feeling so powerful, any man couldn’t even comprehend or put it in words. sometimes, it's already at the palm of our hand but we just let it slip away. cause of it? uncertainty on something that's not visible for our eyes to see, can't touch but just felt it and the worst thing that could happen, we just left it unspoken. not all people have the courage to say out loud anything that we felt in our heart. that's what makes human special. not all of them are the same, some are brave enough to take those chances and walk out with a head held high but some are just trying to find the courage to live each day and contemplating and asking themselves the question of 'What If'. what if things were different? what if fate doesn't made us meet rather than putting us in such a complicated situations? the questions will always lingers in our head until at one point we wouldn't be able to take it anymore. the actions that we take will determine the course of our future, either good or bad, it lays in us...

Foolish...

just when you thought you knew everything about a person, in some point or another something will happen just to prove that there are things that our eyes can't see, or we just left behind. people make choices everyday, either good or bad its up to them to decide. one foolish mistake could cause us years of regret. well, its up to us to think what's best as long as we are not solely blinded for something superficial, something fake...

the ball is in your court......