3 In The Morning

its 3.25am and i suddenly woke up from a bad dream. i've been going to bed early lately, felt tired from the hectic schedule for the last few days. i'm looking forward for february actually, don't know why or maybe because of the public holiday. kan cuti sja ani bah:)

If only you knew.....

You Give Me Something.....

James Morrison - You Give Me Something

You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

'Cos you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
this could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Cos someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
Like I say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
Never thought I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

'Cos you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
And this could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Cos someday I might call you from my heart
But it might be a second too late
And the words that i could never say
Gonna come out anyway

'Cos you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
And this could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Cos someday I might know my heart
know my heart, know my heart

One day, a good friend of mine text me early in the morning and asked me to hear this song (she had her own reason for doing so actually (thanks) and i do like the song so i'll post it here. i'm in a mood for some love songs at the moment, sorry for that but just felt like it, hee..

ASC's Night...

The Asc's Team Building dinner last night, at Mabohai Sports Complex.

A little peace of mind....

a lot of my friends keep asking me where had i been for the last few months. they felt like i've been avoiding them, even my best friend felt like i don't want to see her anymore which was so not right. i can't really explain the reason for my mysterious disappearance to everyone, let it be my little secrets. once in a while, people need a time of their own even myself. a lot has been happening and i just can't seem to absorb everything in one go. i know being 'invisible' is not a good option but at the moment that's the only choice i can think of. i know, sooner or later i have to come out from the sanctuary but let it be from my own will to do so.

found my place at the other side of the world.....

Farewell To The Knight...

Heath Ledger was found dead at Tuesday, 22 January 2008 at his Manhattan apartment. he was a great actor and one of my favorite..

A Long Day.....

how amazing it was when a lot of things can filled a course of the day. sometimes it can be something good or an eye opener. something that we never could really thought of. well, we learn something new everyday rite? the only regret was that i was never able to take any actions earlier. maybe i'm just oblivious of such things or just plain ignorant. in my state of mind at the moment, i just can't seem to be sure which is which. who to be blamed or who's faults was it on the first place. one mistake that people used to make is taking things for granted and it could be the habit that they couldn't break. how selfish they can be, or maybe partly could be blamed on me. a friend ever said to me, too much trust can kill you and i think she's right. oh well, the damages has been done. there's nothing left to say. maybe it's true what people say, being good doesn't really pays but being bad does...

Between The Lines...