It never seems to heal...

some people say, time heal old wounds. but i don't really think that phrase applies for me too. it's been years since but the wounds don't seems to heal. i've been trying to put a positive mind on everything, forgiving and even trying to forget but nothing seems to work. i know, i shouldn't dwell to much on the past especially my not-so fancy past life but once in a while we tend to look back to all the things that made us being bitter in the first place. call me cruel but frankly, i don't really give a damn anymore. how i wish i could run and leave everything behind.....

hectic..

it's been days since my last post. been busy lately, since I’m taking my leave in 13 days time i have to finish all my work before then. gosh it's was hectic, with a lot of appointments and such. i just can't wait for my long awaited break. plus i'm lost of ideas what to post, there's no word of wisdom came out in my head. it was a total blank,i just hope i can regain back everything soon....

All the good things..

"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before."
~ Good Will Hunting~

giving in to all the good things that lays in front of me...

Any given sundays..

the usual part of my sundays, watching sunsets..

Dare To Dream...

first of all my condolence to one of my colleague, Kathy for the demise of her father yesterday morning. our hearts goes out to you through this hard times. Al-Fatihah...

on the lighter note, our ASC's team plus Phone Banking & Bunut Branch was participating in SCB's Vision of 2011 - Dare To Dream challenge yesterday afternoon which took place at Muhhibah Room, RBA Club. we get to give a showcase or presentation of what's our vision would be, even our own CEO also participate! well, it was a large turnout of staff yesterday, most of them are supporting their own depts. lucky we don't have to share our seats like most of them cos we came way too early to practice our moves. we only got a consolation price of trophy and BND$100, not too bad because we only had a chance to practice yesterday. well, no matter if we win or lose, us willing to take the challenge is what really counts and we had a chance to get to know each other better and above all of that we're having fun..

but out of the sudden, i felt something missing inside of me. honestly, i don't have the answer when the fun and the laughter just simply stop and disappear without me even noticing it. maybe i just have to dig deep inside me or maybe, i don't have to do nothing at all...

Over you..

time heal all wounds, even when it took a large amount of our time and an amount of effort to make it happen but believe me it will. it's been years since you gone, trace of you still left in my mind but it only to remind myself that i won't fall to the same trap twice. maybe for some people think i'm not truly moving on but as in today, i truly am. don't ask me why, after all this years. lets just say i've found the reason....

hearts was never meant to be broken......

December..

it's 1st of December, the last month on the calendar. in a month from now we will be celebrating a new year 2008. how fast time flies, so much has happen in so little time and yet still leaving me with an amount of questions still left unanswered...