There's No Place Like Home..

on 1st dec 09, mark my 6th month opening my shop at Delima Jaya Complex. it was something that i would never expect to achieve as it involves lots of sweat, determination, courage, a little bit of luck, a good partner and above all a pray, that things will go as planned. unfortunately, things won't always be smooth all the way. few months down the road, some things gone awry. our whole load of stocks was nowhere to be seen due to someone's unrespectable 'business ethics'. lots of problems arises from there and just gives us lots and lots of headaches. and to add to the injury, i lost my beloved grandma due to stroke just few days after. out of the sudden my life came crashing down. i don't even know where to begin picking up what's left of it. luckily i have a family and a very dear someone who help me get back on my feet. tonight, on this day i decided to close down the shop that brings me a lot of memories and move to a new premise. we have to start back from one, and hopefully this time it will bring a lot of success and luck to both of us and may our dreams came true..Insya Allah

Praise To The ONE..

It's Not The End..

life is like a circle, there will always be ups and downs. sometimes we are on top of the world and as human nature itself, tends to forget who we are. but as we stumble and came crashing down, we became sober and just keep contemplating what and where we done wrong or worse, blaming other people for our own mistakes. its easily to point fingers rather than just take the blame, think back where we did wrong and just move on. i had my fair share of failures in the past. things gone wrong, sometimes its not good to trust someone so much even if the person is so close to you, they might hurt you and worse, you'll never know where to turn. times like this, we will always be alone..

i'll catch you when you fall..

I Miss You..

life is unpredictable, you'll never know what will happen tomorrow or the next day except The ONE. the only thing that we could do is just pray, good things will come our way. today we celebrate Eid Adha or feast of sacrifice, and another 2 more days month of December will came knocking. how fast time flies..

a lot of things has happen for the last 11 months. the saddest is when my beloved grandma passed away last July. her sudden demise really tear me apart. i feel lost, can't find the rythm of my heart and it sometimes takes a toll in my relationship with the people i love and care most. i felt insecure. it would take me a great amount of time to recover. but i do let go, i know Allah loves her more. things happen for a reason, thats what people say..

Al-Fatihah...

Hiatus..

It's been a long time, well 8 months that is that i haven't post anything here. i'll be back again soon..

Play The Russian Roulette.....

sometimes, for some people life is like a casino. as the usual human nature, people likes to gamble on everything. maybe in search for a better life, or maybe, just by simply wanting or the fun of experiencing something without even having the slightest idea that one bad move or costly mistake would make them lose it all. maybe what i said doesn't really make sense, but if you look at the present, you will understand. some even gamble in their perfectly good life in return of something better but turns out it was never as it seems. maybe for the people, what drives them to go that far is the fun and the risky part. but what happen when we lose it all on the table? the future would seem uncertain, we only have ourselves to blame in the end.....

Happy Birthday Mama...

Happy Birthday to my mum which falls yesterday (16 Jan). we had a surprise birthday dinner last night to celebrate her birthday, and from that looks on her face she was so overwhelmed cos as far as we know, this is the first time we organize a surprise dinner for her. Happy birthday mum, may you have a healthy life and be bless always. we love you..:)

A Happy 2009...

Happy New Year 2009 for everyone, my family and friends. hope it will be a great year for all of us :)

Reality Bites......

sorry for the lack of post. not because of lack of ideas but been too occupied with other more important things in hand. i just have to juggle everything in one go, no questions asked. well, reality of life. things aren't always be the way we wanted. sometimes, we just have to settle with whatever we have and in the same time hope for the miracles to happen, who knows...

watch for the updates.....

True Blue...

"We forfeit three-fourths of ourselves in order to be like other people" -
Arthur Schopenhauer


Be yourself...

The Vital One...

Sometimes, when the time comes, we have to make choices. choices that determine the next course of our future. choices that we made usually doesn't really meant to please anyone but ourselves. maybe it sounds selfish, but tell me how many times did we succeeded in life by making choices on the benefits of others? you decide...

hoping for miracle.....

Feast Of Sacrifice.....

Welcome to a month of December. it's the last month of the year 2008 and soon enough 2009 will open its door. yesterday, we organized Doa Selamat at home, a thanksgiving prayer for our family plus to celebrate Aidil Adha which falls yesterday. i also had a chance to fulfill my wish to do the qurban yesterday morning. something that i've been hoping to do for so long. Alhamdulillah, even there were some hiccups earlier but everything was fine in the end. there are few lessons to learn from the experience, but let it be for myself to keep. As long as we are sincere with whatever we do, things will work out just fine, Insya Allah...

Praise to the ONE.....

Tomoko's Wedding Day...

Congratulations to Dk Umi@tomoko & Fakhrul on their wedding day today. may your life be blessed always and have an everlasting happiness :)

Rainy Days...

life is unpredictable, the minute we felt comfortable and just felt like we want to put our feet on the ground, somethings will happen to change it. nothing is for sure anymore. like what i used to say, fate always has a way to intervene in human best laid plans. this things is inevitable, something that we could never prevent. the only thing that we could do is have faith. changes are not always bad, sometimes it helps us to see the the other side of life that we refuse to see. it could also be a wake up call for us. some things happen for a reason, that i agree. we just hope and pray, good things will come for us. if we only just believe...

Tawakkal...

There's No Place Like Home.....

Welcome to the month of November. i haven't had a chance to update anything here. been busy commuting back and forth from bsb to the oil town. last week was not really a good week for me. FYI, i was asked to transfer to Seria without giving any options if i wanna go or not and we were just informed 2 days before, how convenient is that? aih,i miss the old times...

If only...

Option For The Lonely.....

Happy 18th Birthday to my brother, Boy which falls on the 19th October. Welcome to the club, you have become one of us..hehehe

Finding Reasons Part II...

I believe in fate. fate could bring any two or more people joined together in a way that we could never imagine. we could never thought it could happen to us but suddenly, out of nowhere it did, laid just in front of us. there's always a reason behind all this, a reason that only up to us to search for the truth, and nobody else will.....

Its all about you and me...

Where It Hurts......

"Everything has its wonders, even darkness and silence, and I learn, whatever state I may be in, therein to be content" - Helen Keller

Anger was never been the choice...

Eid Mubarak......

Welcome to the month of October, the tenth month in the calendar. i would also like to wish all Muslim readers Selamat Hari Raya. i haven't update anything since last week of September, not even on my dad's birthday. not that i did it on purpose but i just (shamely) forget about it. furthermore, we've been busy with the preparation for Raya plus as the usual workloads. that's why i've been looking forward for the Raya holiday not just to celebrate but to get away for the hectic schedule, just taking some time off from things. frankly, it felt good being away from work once in a while, hehe...

Enjoy it while you still can.....

Where's My Raya Fever..?

it's less than a week to Raya and i just can't seem to find my usual "Raya fever" like what i used to have past few years. i don't know, maybe it's because of the workloads that i have to endure (not that i didn't like it) or maybe also because of the age factor. i haven't bought anything yet, and that do worries me. maybe i have to listens to more Raya songs to get me the 'fever' that i'm looking for..:)

The Apple Of Our Eyes.....

Meet Mohd Aiman Mateen, the newest member in the family :)